Cassandra Croft

Lately there has been so many things going on and so many decisions to be made that I feel like I haven’t been very close with my vlog lately. And as weird as it sounds, I have always had this need for youtube and when I don’t get my fix, it actually bothers me. I love having youtube in my life and I am starting to wonder if I love it more than the film industry. I still don’t know how I like it yet, it could be because I am at the bottom. And I don’t mind that. It’s seeing the people I am surrounding myself with that makes me second guess whether or not I want to peruse the film industry. I haven’t told many people about these doubts but I feel like youtube people would be the best at understanding this. I love going through with my dreams, but I think my dreams are slowly changing. This video reminded me of how much I love youtube and hate not being able to talk to my vlog everyday.